I couldn't help myself. I POAS yesterday (Saturday) and again today. Both were BFN's. I keep getting some mild cramping and I'm hoping it's implantation cramps. Or is it AF trying to reel her ugly head into the picture?? As much as I want to remain positive, I want to protect myself from the pain of a failure on Tuesday.
I know it's a little early. Some ladies on the RESOLVE BB had negative HPT's until the day of their Beta test. Some have even had negative HPT's and positive b/w. Ugh. The madness! I keep thinking I will just know if I am pg or not. There's no real "sign" happening here.
I will undoubtedly POAS tomorrow morning and again on Tuesday. I decided I will leave our home phone number on the call back sheet instead of my work number on Tuesday so I can get home and get the call regarding the results. I'm trying to clean the house and prepare for Christmas. I have no energy to devote to my Christmas cookies this year. I'm going to try and make a few at the end of this week but I don't think there's going to be any marathon cookie baking in this house this year. I go for my 1 1/2 hour massage next Saturday. Either way, I am going to need it!
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Becky,
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you today. GOod luck with your beta tomorrow. I'm sending you many positive vibes! I'll look for your post on resolve!
Julie
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