Another BFN

I think I already knew deep down inside that I wasn't pg before I POAS today. I was hoping since I was sick yesterday and awoke at 4am with nausea. I had a slight glimmer that faded when I saw one line, once again.

It's all good. I am so glad we went forward with the IVF classes and on Monday we will sign the consents to begin IVF. Now I wait for "Aunt Flo" to reel her ugly head and start my pack of bcp's. I made lots of calls yesterday between the insurance and my pharmacy insurance company. The RE's office has to get the authorization from my health plan. The pharmacy will fill whatever scripts they recieve. I decided to stay with the current IVP Care Pharmacy I've been using. Some of the meds are a little cheaper through them and I KNOW they will deliver my meds on time. I didn't get a warm and fuzzy feeling from the Medco Specialty Pharmacy. I've called Medco twice and both times I could barely understand the person on the other end. One sounded like she had a mouth full of cotton. Plus, the RE's office recommends IVP Care. And none of these expensive injectable meds count towards my maximum out-of-pocket expense. If it did, any meds I needed would be free for the rest of this year because I most certainly would have met my maximum on the first months supply. Tell me the insurance companies didn't know what they were doing!

I went for my 1 1/2 hour massage today. I'm glad it was today. I needed it. I have a huge knot on the left side of my upper back. Some deep tissue work brought tears to my eyes but by Monday, I should feel better. I'm sure most of it is from stress. From what I wonder.....

Off to do some housework since it's too hot and humid to even go outside today. Wish we had a pool on days like this. Maybe someday. If you have a pool, I hope you're in it!!