Slow growing....

This cycle is definitely going differently than the past 2. I was a little upset about this since I was expecting my body to respond just as it has before and then realized I didn't get pg with either of the last 2 cycles so maybe this isn't such a bad thing. I went Friday for an u/s and E2 level and they found 7 follies on the right that were 10mm-13mm and about 8 follies on the left, 13-15mm each. My E2 was 397 which I thought was too low. I went today and now I have 2 follies on the right that are about 15mm and 8 follies on the left 15-17mm. My E2 is 672. The nurse and tech told me this is how a good cycle should happen. Apparently my overzealous ovaries were on warp speed for the past 2 IVF cycles and maybe that's why our embryo's didn't make it past day 5. I am so hoping for excellent results this time. I have to keep reminding myself that I cannot control any of this. I am going for another u/s and b/w tom'w and won't be upset if they want me to stim again and come back on Monday morning. Thank goodness work has been flexible with me. I try not to make any waves and rarely call out.

My weight has stayed the same this past week. I think it may be from the medications. Today I am feeling my left ovary and by the end of the day I am dead tired. Plus I haven't exercised all week. I have been meditating and find it has helped a lot this time. I don't have another massage until 8/16 but that's ok. I don't think I want to lie on my stomach for any length of time right now. We will see what tomorrow brings.