Saturday, March 15, 2008

On the mend...

Today I am feeling a little bit better. Friday morning, I had more pain in my upper abdomen which almost prompted me to call the RE but overall I felt better than the day before. I didn't feel dizzy and weak when upright so I wasn't concerned of any new bleeding. By the evening, I felt better. I wish I could wake up and feel normal but I realize that's unlikely.
So now I'm in the dreaded 2ww and I'm not expecting to feel any signs that I am pg but I do know that if I do become pg, the abdominal distention will remain for 6 -12 weeks into the pregnancy. What I can't seem to find out is if I keep feeling better each day, is this an indication that I'm not pg? I may drive myself crazy with this before it's over! Of course today my embryo(s) should be at the blastocyst stage and should implant over the next 2 days if they are planning on hanging around for the next 9 months. I have been doing my meditation every night and trying to visualize what they look like now. So technically, I'm not pg yet and feeling better each day is ok for now. I'll be more obsessed at the end of next week.
Chris is leaving Sunday on business till Thursday night. I was worried about being home alone but I think I'll be fine. I made him a shopping list and he will be heading to the grocery store when he gets home from reffing his basketball games today. It is March Madness and he's in full swing this weekend.
I am going to the RE's office Tuesday morning for another u/s and to see my RE. Hopefully the fluid will be diminishing and they won't need to drain it. Fingers crossed.

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