HCG finally dropping...

Had some more b/w today and my level is down to 41. I have horrible cramps today and I feel like another AF is on it's way. Yay. Nothing like 2 periods a month. I go back next Friday for another lab test to see where the level is. I guess there is not much else to do for now. I think I have come to the conclusion that I have to trust that my RE knows what she is doing and I will have to put my faith in her hands for what may come. I need to stop diagnosing and second guessing everything. Plus, Chris made me realize today that there won't always be logical explanations for why things happen. I think that's what makes me crazy. I like answers.