Saturday, September 1, 2007

Waiting....

One week down and one more to go. I don't feel any signs yet, not that I should. The prometrium is making my boobs sore as usual and I feel hungry ALL THE TIME. I'm trying to satisfy this with fruit and more fruit. I cannot believe how hard it is to lose any weight on these meds. It's borderline impossible.
This week coming up will be another busy one. Wednesday I go to my OBGYN's office for my yearly exam. I'm glad to finally be seeing her. I was hoping to have lost some weight since last year. But no. Thursday, Chris and I go to the protocol class for IVF and I will learn exactly what meds I will take and when. I'm so hoping that I don't have to take any Intramuscular (IM) injections. I can handle the subcutaneous(SQ) ones but injecting into a muscle gives me the creeps. And I'm a nurse! I don't have a problem giving someone else a shot in the muscle. I'm not sure I want Chris giving them to me either. I guess I shouldn't worry about something that may not happen.
I also know deep down inside that I will do what needs to be done in order to get pregnant. Yes, I'm desperate.
I'm anxious to meet with the RE on the 10th and find out if there is anything else we need to do to move on to IVF. I think we have met all the things on the checklist they gave us. I may need another saline sonogram just to make sure the polyps aren't back. I think I can handle a third one. Please say a prayer they don't find any more. I might scream if I have to have another Hysteroscopy and D&C before IVF. Ugh. On the other hand, having a nice smooth uterus for those little embies to implant may not be such a bad thing.

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