Moving on....

August has arrived and now just waiting for my period to arrive as well. I never thought I would look forward to having one. I now find them a sign of hope that this next cycle will work. I've sat on the bench for the past few weeks. I feel fine. No more pins and needles in my face and no ear pain to speak of. This may sound a little weird but I kind of miss going to the RE's office. The nurses and staff are really wonderful and you see them so often, they remember you, which is nice. I'm hoping IUI#6 will be the one. It's hard not getting your hopes up but I try to remember that the odds are not in our favor that IUI will work (8% chance). You never know. A woman I used to work with got pg on #6. She was on the same meds as I. She even had diabetes which puts her one step ahead of me (in the wrong direction). It's hard to fathom why you aren't pregnant (pg) after an IUI. You have at least one egg and 17 million sperm going in??? How can all 17 million miss the target???? I shudder to think there is something WRONG that we just don't know about yet and is it fixable???? Fingers and toes are crossed for this cycle. It's time to move on.