Yesterday I was really down in the dumps. I think I was so depressed I couldn't even cry. Not sure it would have even helped. My follicles aren't growing and my estradiol level went down to 95. RE wanted me to take 150ux of Follistim last night and tonight. Wed. night I will trigger and will go for my IUI on Friday at 9am. The light at the end of the tunnel is I don't have to do all 4 IUI's with injectable meds I was approved for!!!! I only have to fail 3 with injectable meds and this 3rd cycle isn't looking too promising.
So tomorrow, Chris and I are going for the IVF overview class which is the first step into the world of IVF. I'm excited since this is where I wanted to be the entire last year. Yet I'm freaked because I'm afraid of what else is wrong with me. Are my eggs bad? Am I going to need a donor egg? So many unknowns.
So now I'm waiting to feel some twinges in my sides. It feels like my ovaries are dead. My belly is all black and blue. It needs a rest.
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